blood | in this moment | “i hate you for the sacrifices you made for me, i hate you for every time you ever bled for me, i hate you for the way you smile when you look at me, i hate you for never taking control of me, i hate you for always saving me from myself, i hate you for always choosing me and not someone else, i hate you for always pulling me back from the edge, i hate you for every kind word you ever said, i’ll bleed you dry now”