i just want to thank everyone for so patient with me. working these last three nights put me severely behind on everything.  i’m going to try to make a dent in things. i let my muse guide me as far as inspiration and have no rhyme or reason for how i get things done.  but if i force her to do things, she’ll leave me high and dry.

                                       i recently went through something very, very difficult in my life this last weekend by making one of the hardest decisions of my life which made me hate myself immensely.    you all helped me out of that abyss on that saturday / sunday when i was on the verge of doing some really, really stupid things.   i cannot express how grateful i am for each and every one of you.  i’m so blessed to have you all in my life.  thank you.

                                     for those that have liked my plotting call recently, i will be bugging you very soon <3  just let me get a little caught up.